A
number of years ago I was teaching at a church service that lead to a moment of
confession and communion. At the end of
the message I asked the people in the room to write down the things in their
lives that were keeping them from God. After this, I asked them to tack these confessions to a large wooden cross in the
center of the room and come receive communion.
As
I lead through this service, I noticed that this was a very powerful moment. There are times as a Pastor when
you know people are “doing business” with God.
However, I did not know how profound this moment was until later when I
took down the cards of sin and read through what my people were carrying in our
community. Here are just a few of the
cards.
·
“I struggle with pornography
and addiction to conformity to this world”
·
“Self-centeredness, Pride”
·
“Lust/sex”
·
“My hate”
·
“Fear”
·
“I’m a shitty Christian in
every possible way.”
·
“Vanity”
·
”Greed”
·
“The desire to cut”
Later
that week I sat down with a group of elders and prayed through these
cards. For us it was a moment to see the
needs and burdens of those in our community.
It strengthened our resolve to move ahead.
I
no longer serve in this church but have keep this “bag of sin” in my closet
as a constant reminder of why I serve the church. Whenever I read though these cards I’d
reminded that beneath the surface all of us carry a bag of sin. Those things in our hearts that we long to
let go.
As
I read though the cards today one card jumped out at me. In a pile of sin one individual decided to
set down his bag of sin and picked up a bag of grace. He simply wrote: “Jesus . . . tonight I give you
my life.”
What is in your bag of
sin? Are you ready to let it go? You no
longer have to carry this heavy bag. Pick
up the bag of grace.
In my bag of sin, I see my past and the way it effects my future. I live in consistent fear because of the past, I am laying it down right now as I type this asking the father to help me NOT pick it up again!! Thanks for the support and being a Godly shepard!
ReplyDeleteYou got it. I have to constantly lay mine down to! Praying for you!
ReplyDelete